The one that don't need anyone.

Friday, December 18, 2015

Dear Beanie

Hi beanie. If u are reading...I am likely...still awake in the middle of the night?!

Its been years..since our relationship ended.

We met a couple times during my pregnancy.

Its was nice to think back..of our times together.

Well...I wonder if you even remember.

We met during IMOS. U were Bedok House Welfare IC.

Man. Still hurts when I think back.

I am married now and have a CUTEST BABY on earth.

I wanna wish you all the best with your GF.

Hopefully u get married soon. And always be Happy.

Den have a baby too..But u be rank 2 compare to my baby. =D

.......

Too bad Beano didnt make it.

Friday, March 27, 2015

Wedding

Do couples quarrel before wedding?
Pressure from both side of the family.
Is blaming each other family the only way out?

I haven been feeling very happy for a long time
It's like "u can't be with jerry before the wedding"
And den when shit happen like Malaysia relative needed a place to stay, "can u sleepover at jerry house tonight?"

I wonder if my mum hated me.
But what did I do to her? Or what I didn't do for her? Well ... I can always blame her for treating me like shit when I was young. How long can I blame her for. How long do I have with her?

Jerry hated my parents.
I hated his.

Where's love?
How long do we have to hate before we lose them all
And start to regret.

No matter how much I gossip bout my mum
I think I love her deep inside.

Friday, November 15, 2013

Its so funnny, being human being.

We tried we tried we tried and fail.

Why do we have to keep trying.

Just for a moment that we might be feeling happy?

Another chapter of my life has ended.

How many more to go before i can close this life.

Sunday, October 20, 2013

Its finished.

I've learn to let go.

its kinda disappointing to know, someone you thought

you might be spending the rest of your life with

wont even bother to change for your sake.

lol how naive can i be. Theres no one in this world

will make sacrifices i made. Not for strangers not for friends.

not for relative and definately wont be for me.

Thanks for all the times you spend on me.

I grew up dude.

Its really time to let go.

Monday, September 30, 2013

I am very disappointed in you.

I thought I only had you in this whole world.

and thanks for telling me straight in my face.

If a outsider were to hurt me.

Its okay, because it doesnt really matter in the end.

But its a different story if its you.

Cause dude you only get one chance.

But I've given you alot.

I WILL NOT TAKE SHIT FROM ANYONE IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE.

SCREW U ALL.

Sunday, September 8, 2013

why am i so stupid

Ok i feel smarter already.

Monday, September 2, 2013

I cant forget about it.

Wad can I say.

Now I know I have a big fat mouth.

Shouldn't have promise and lied.

I think I am weird now.