10 years ago.

I on my light and fall asleep fearfully.

I fear for story book green monster.

I fear I might be abducted by aliens.

I fear for paranormal kinda thing.

I fear my dolls might just come alive.

I fear the dark.

And now,

I off my light and sleep. Like a pig.

I want to see story book green monster.

I FEAR that the aliens are scare to abduct me.

I want to help a ghost! To become a detective and gave her justice!

I wish all my dolls are alive.

I just love to off my light.

Be it morning, or night.

I always off my light. I can't sleep with lights on.

I want everything to be dark.

So I can see the moon reflection on my window.

And feel the breeze gentleness.

10 years ago.

I long for friends.

I want to wear high heels.

I want to wear some fluffy kind of skirt.

I want to be called the Princess, or daddy girl.

I wanna be the most beautiful girl that ever step on earth.

Where's my prince charming?

And now,

My friends all vanish into thin air.

The kinda of feeling that is, I am no longer rejected by others.

But I realize I am the one rejecting.

I hate heels. It bite!

Skirt - BIMBO.

Maybe the princess of vulgarities, fist and middle finger.

No more daddy girl.

I think I am the most beautiful on mars.

I don't need anymore prince charming. It hurts.

They aren't charming at all.

They are mushroom.... ( well, I dunno. It just pop into my mind )

They appear fanciful and pretty attractive and if you are so dumb like me,

You just got poison forever.

Or maybe, WILD BOARS?

Might just crush your life and leave a scar.

What mended is, but patched.

Patty, Miss Patty.

I love you.

If there were no one out there who are willingly to be your friend, I will be.

If there is no souls out there want to love you, Let it be.

Cause, I love myself. I won't let you get hurt anymore.

My poor heart. You must be painful.

I bought box of handiplast.

It was meant for my leg though.

But I guess handiplast can't stop blood from gushing.

Don't be sad anymore heartie. I promise, I won't let you get hurt anymore.

Please, I promise, promise.