My chief can be irritating at times.

But I found out that he is actually quite fun!!!

We have a fight today.

Real Fight. It's fun!!!

Went to eat Sakura. With all the QMs!

Kinda fun. Poor Vege, Nothing much for him though.

I was shocked when he said he never knew how prawn

taste like, the worse of all, SHARK FINS!

I am not really those meanies that will purposely

kill a shark just to eat it's fins.

But I will definately say YES to a bowl of already

COOKED shark fins. How sad it will be if you haven taste it before.

I have to put a sad face. Here.. --> = (

I went to CNB to study for my stupid test today.

I met Jac and Yulong. Jac face still very very black.

I mean, It's the same old face. Yeah. Not that I dun like it.

Just, Kinda wanna make her smile. Like how we go

crazy talking about guys in our cabin. And, erm.. lot's of things.

Study makes me sick.

I really got sick.

My stomach start giving out symptoms.

Begging me to stop studying.

And I see stars. *_*.

It's okay, the fun part is, I saw SUBMARINE!

I know I know, It's no big deal.

But, I wanna be the first human with breast and no long stuff

between my legs to STEP onboard a SUB.

OKOK, Not step. Be the first girl to be in a SUB.

SUB SUB SUB. Makes me think of Subway, those long bread.

Man, If is 10 years, I will wait.

Don't underestimate girls!!!

Hmmmm. My stomach grew smaller nowadays.

I ate like few pieces of SALMON and I start to feel bloated.

Forget to mention about the three bowl of shark fins.

But I used to eat like no tomorrow lohs.

Specially Shark Fins lohs.

Never Mind. Time to slim down too.

I told John John, I gonna start woo-ing him again.

But I really got no idea. Haha!

So sad whenever I think about such cute/handsome guy leaving Singapore.

And never come back?

OH, SAD FACE. Where is it. = (

I hope god stop confusing me.

But I really felt painful inside.

That day was the worse. I wont forget it.

I wish I could just forget. It's painful.

I don't like it.

I guess you are really tired.

But, I starting to feel really tired too.

I feel the old her coming back to me.

My chief make me realize, It's good to be someone else.

Like her. But, She's heartless. I don't want to be heartless.

Did I really do this kind of thing in the past?

I guess this is call retribution.

It kinda hurt me when I think how sad and lonely you gonna be

If I go away. But I guess I love you too much, and I forgot

to love myself. Still, I can't believe how strong I am.

Standing up and climbing up from the deep deep deep hole I fall into.

In just one bloody day.

Scolding and lecturing from around makes me open my eyes.

There's no such thing call taking a break.

It's either continue or no more.

Cause, trust me baby, things wont be the same anymore.