I am so tired today.

I gonna sleep now and wake up at 4.

To hug the buddha leg for tomorrow exam.

I was so dumb.

I always wanted dignity and pride.

I said no to free tips.

Well, I wonder what the score will be like.

People say I am crazy for not taking the tips.

Come on man, be more independent.

There won't be tips in real situation.

I mean, i know it's just some dumb exam.

But you can't expect tips forever.

But, well not last minute hug buddha leg also.

Now what am I going to do without tips.

Shit you Patty Chen.

What so hard about throwing away your dignity and pride.

Oh my god, What am I saying.

It's Dignity and Pride!!

YOU CAN DO IT!!!

Well, I hope so.

Man, I need some encourage and motivation.

Like if I pass, I will get a free bowl of

Laksa without ham add egg without egg white.

Or if I score, a free BMW or Bungalow at Kembangan

just beside John's house.

Or maybe a year sponsor of nicotine?

Well that will just make me die faster.

Unlimited, dog food?

For cheok?

Maybe a month off?

So I can do some mahjong marathon again.

Well, I think the best is to stop dreaming.

Nite Nite.

Muacks to John.