Tuesday, February 2, 2010

I haven blog for years!!
Now I am back.
With lots of problem as usual.
Let's start with my face.
Looking around. There's no one else that got a face like me.
I thought god is suppose to be fair.
Someone once told me. God is fair.
Since he given you such nasty skin.
But still he gives you a pretty face. ( Thats was when I am young )
Then now what. Nasty skin and ugly face.
I was walking. And then I saw this nerd bitch.
She wore those outdated glasses. And she got long nice hair.
And white coloured skin. Zzz.
Then somehow I think is time I fixed my hair.
I dun wanna go around wearing hairband everyday like a 100% auntie.
Then.. I cant even fixed my own hair.

I am happy today.
Cause I find myself quite useful.
I help my Coxswain with his admin job.
And then ship comes back.
The atmosphere was stern while..people waiting for results.
And there I was smiling and talking cock as usual.
Maybe I shouldn't. My intention was to make people happy.
No matter what the outcome is.
Then...again. I was excused from sailing.
What's there to be happy about.
People might think I am so happy I keep smiling because I don't have to sail.
I love my job.
I want to stay onboard Resilience forever.
Why can't they understand me for abit.
I intend to upgrade soon. =D

I see Porkie click the "Start Game" over and over again.
Same thing again.
Each time he click, my tears wanna fall.
.......

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