Sunday, August 30, 2009

Every fucking thing on this internet is down.
Facebook, hotmail, blogger. I cant even fucking play SA.
Shit the internet

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I woke up today and then it was 5pm.
Time flies.
Especially on your off day.

Feeling so..... question mark today.
I got nothing to do the whole day.
And tomorrow is off for me again.
Baby's back tomorrow.
I was so bored I actually...
watch cartoon for 3 years and below on television.
Bought crabs and get scolded.
Haha. So funny.
I bought crabs for them.
And they said I waste money.
Since I just bought abalone yesterday.
What's wrong with them.
I do what I want and I eat what I feel like eating.
Hais.
Will never buy anything again! Bleahs!

Boring.
Baby.
Faster come back.
Loading photo for the genting trip.
Post soon. xD.
Nites peeps.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Had a talk with Angel Co.
I kinda miss him.
I still couldn't find anyone that is even one quarter of him.
I am not 125-ing.
Hmm.
Whatever others said.

I saw erm...blogs.
About how guys can said something and hurt us girls.
Without noticing.
Well, I think guys always said something
that suprise me.
Because they makes me feel so touched.
And I wonder if they notice.

I think I can't just sit down here all day long.
And keep thinking about "being kick out".
I miss all my friends for sure.
I miss them.
Lee Lee was posted out.
And I still miss him.
And we go went out.
And we are still friends.
So I think there's nothing to be afraid of anymore.
Maybe it's time I learn how to let go.
And change. Like my GO Mr Potato says.
I miss him too.
I miss everyone.
Let's not sound like I gonna post out for sure.
=D

BB sailing.
I felt my heart crack for a moment.
Then I repair it with lot's of faith and trust.
I login into this farm and saw this message send by
some imperfect girl. I mean her name.
Not saying she's imperfect.
Haha. And simple the message just says " I love you "
Oh talking about here.
My heart crack again.
Anyone hear?! The glass sound.
Oh whatever.
Faith and trust where are you. I got repair work.

Lionfishes are really pretty.
I remember point at resilience ship badge.
And says I wanted to go to this ship with weird ship badge.
Haha.
And here I am. Resilience.

My heart hurts.
Stupid BB.
He won't do this kind of things to me.
Hahaha he won't.
But... am I feeling scare?
Hahaha.
I think I better sleep.

Friday, August 7, 2009

BB!! I love you!!
I gonna dieee without you!!
T_T
I am ... dying...
*dead*

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Everytime I stay at home I get frustrated.
I dun know why.
I think I don't like home anymore.

Went to chalet.
Seen things I thought I only can see on television.
I still don't believe how ugly people can be.
Doing things that makes people cry.
And I am a accomplice.

I haven ate anything since yesterday.
Except for tons or marshmellow.
BBQ was fun!
I wish everyone can just BBQ the whole night.
Instead of doing those kind of things.
See all the chicken wings and hotdogs.
LAIS cook one all chaota.
I cook one so nice. =D
So happy.
Muahahahas.
Hais.

Stupid baby.
Gamble the whole night.
Didn't see him much lohs.
I think I getting possesive liaos.
I want him to be with me 24/7.
I still remember time when we just started.
I would wait for him.
But why I can't I wait anymore.
He still say he like someone like that.
And now I making him hate me. =\
But I love him so much lahs.
I think I need friends.
I going to make more friends.

So I won't feel lonely when Baby is not with me.
I love you. I love you.

Monday, August 3, 2009

What do people do when they feel like this.
They fuck care.
Hais.
I had enough.
Use knife or whatever.
Just make sure I die.
And not making it more painful!!!
Roars.
U stupid stupid girl.
I miss you.
My little ant.

Weird day!
Maybe because I am alone!
Went down for sun tanning.
And...There this bunch of kids.
Naughty ones.
They are so young.
And so crude.
There's this maid.
Okay. This two boy.
A and B.
The maid belong to A.
And A shouted at her maid.
Asking her to go up and get his ball so he can play with B.
Then B scolded A maid.
Ask her to faster go and take.
So rude!! This is just one point.
Then there I was, the poor lonely me.
On the chair, tanning my back.
Lying on my hand while I watch the two monkeys.
Then they start splashing water.
And splash all over. ME .
And they just laugh and laugh...
I heard her say she's gonna kill them.
Haha.. Lucky me...

Then I got sick of the monkeys.
P.S ( I don't hate kids. I just dislike them. Well except for my own )
I went to the gym.
I went in.. then there were another china freak inside.
Hey, I am not being countrisis. Lols dunnno what lahs.
But he was really a freak.
He on the aircon... HELLO! This is a gym.
Where people need to sweat!
Maybe not for him but for me lohs!
Somemore I just came up from the bloody pools.
I was like shivering inside the gym lohs.
Then he was there watch TV.
Then keep laughing damn loud.
Then every 5 minutes or so, he will go the ... the weight thing lahs
Do abit of workout then back to his TV again.
Freak.... and I was there shivering. Not very normal also.

Then a bitch came in.
She look okay at first.
Long curly hair.
Average looks.
And funny clothes for workout.
Then she was running on the track thing.
And I was beside her.
She run like she doing modelling lohs.
Keep looking into the mirror and pose different kind of poses.
Then style her hair every minute lohs.
Tie like that then after change. Then the way she run like
making love with guy like that. Kanasai
See also wanna slap her lohs.
I think she guy lai de lohs
Just change sex. Then not used to it.
Ke lians.

Weird day!!
After that I went to do sit up.
In the fitness corner.
Peaceful lohs........
Do only like 35 then stomach sour liaos.
Last time can do 50 lohs.
I wanna cry!
Anyway, I slim lohs.
I only 54KG!
Nabei! Last time 57KG one lohs!!
Muahahahahas.
If BB say I fat... I gonna pull him to the weighing machine.
Then compare our weight.
He sure cry one lohs.
Oh.. So sad my poor BB.
He so fat.
Like I said.. If I were him I would have commit suicide.
Muahahahas.
Going to genting this friday!
Hmm.
So many things haven do.
Hais. I miss my BB.
He called and said he watching scary movie alone.
My BB hum one lohs.
He cannot take this kind of thing one.
So kelian. Watch alone!!
Roars!!

Oh I forget to mention that I went to eat SAKURA
with my family.
The shark fins... so disappointing.
I swear swear and cross cross my heart heart that I will never go there again!
I give a 5 saliva rating.
Kanasai.
All I eat is Salmon and Salmon.
Eat until shit.
Then after shit come out... continue Salmon.
No raw oyster. No nothing.
BLEAHS!
Lousy place.
Though I didn't pay for it.
=P.

Tired liaos.
Going to hug my BB jacket until it's torn.
Muacks Muacks my BB Ant.
I love you.

Roses are red, Violet are blue.
Your eyes are so pretty and the rest of you too!

From : John John.
I still remember!