I got so many things on my mind now.
I cry and then I laugh.
I think I am going paranoid.
Hahahas.
Like I said, I been a clown for half of my life.
I always try to make people laugh with my lame jokes.
I laugh at myself sometimes.
Like, I just send out a 100 sms inviting people to my birthday.
And I forget to put the date.
And like I went to work this morning and forget I had a medical review.
I never become pretty.
Never never.
I never be able to play sport under the sun again.
I never able to go sun tanning anymore.
But it's ok.
I think I just got a shot in my heart.
Nobody can save it.
The clown is on mc today.
