Dear Beanie

Hi beanie. If u are reading...I am likely...still awake in the middle of the night?!

Its been years..since our relationship ended.

We met a couple times during my pregnancy.

Its was nice to think back..of our times together.

Well...I wonder if you even remember.

We met during IMOS. U were Bedok House Welfare IC.

Man. Still hurts when I think back.

I am married now and have a CUTEST BABY on earth.

I wanna wish you all the best with your GF. 

Hopefully u get married soon. And always be Happy.

Den have a baby too..But u be rank 2 compare to my baby. =D

.......

Too bad Beano didnt make it.

Wedding

Do couples quarrel before wedding?
Pressure from both side of the family.
Is blaming each other family the only way out?

I haven been feeling very happy for a long time
It's like "u can't be with jerry before the wedding"
And den when shit happen like Malaysia relative needed a place to stay, "can u sleepover at jerry house tonight?"

I wonder if my mum hated me.
But what did I do to her? Or what I didn't do for her? Well ... I can always blame her for treating me like shit when I was young. How long can I blame her for. How long do I have with her?

Jerry hated my parents.
I hated his.

Where's love?
How long do we have to hate before we lose them all
And start to regret.

No matter how much I gossip bout my mum
I think I love her deep inside.