There are times.

When I felt so sad, I swear I will never comply to your anything anymore.

There are also times.

When I felt angry and have to keep it to myself.

Seriously I felt like spamming all the vulgarities and my powerful

middle finger into your face. But of course not. XD

There are a few times.

I felt down and you didnt notice.

I thought I said something about "What a stupid guy"

But then there is never a time.

That I stopped loving you.

Hehehe.

It's good to have a laptop.

So you can bring it around, not just your house.

I am currently lying on my bed.

In a very comfy position.

And blogging.

Thinking that I should blog more often now and then.

Because I am at home. And kinda feeling talkative.

And there's no one to talk to and this late hours.

Though I have 300+ dolls.

But I assume they are sleeping already. =D

So just let me talk.

Let's see.

I am currently thinking of when I first join the SAF.

Before I join, I was free like a bird.

I fly everywhere that is flyerable. ( HEHE MY own ENGLISH )

But then I was spoiled.

And bad temper.

Keep bullying those weaklings in school.

Muahahahas. I sound so bad.

And worse, Not much allowance.

No money = die/dead.

As you all know I spend at least 1900 (all my pay) a week.

Because my salary always last for just a week.

Sad.

Then I join the SAF.

I become somehow, still a bird.

But can only fly when people allow me to.

Is like a million birdy marching together.

And I am one of them now.

LOLS!

I got friends. Though we don't really hang out together.

I always wanted a friend.

Just one.

One that I always have her/he in my mind and.. you know.

Eat lunch together, go out together, play together, taung together.

Go to work together. Endless topic.

And just everything together.

Like elephant and me.

Anyway, I am meeting her on friday.

It's like a meet the boyfriend gathering.

Muahahahas

Bleahs.

I am getting sleepy.

Goodnight.

I love my little porky.

My cute little porky.

My fat fat porky.

MY PORKY.

MINE!